The Magic, Miracles and Joy of an Artist: r.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

r.

the world of blogging has many sides
knowledge is gained
humor brings a smile to the face
pain is eased with words in comments
freedom to post anything we choose to share

there is a down side
friends disappear
leaving a black hole
an empty space
nothing
questions
and sadness

happenstance
there on a blog
his name above a comment

the friend is back
there is no question ~ the words are his
reinvented?
cleansed?
refreshed?

no matter
only joy at his return

3 comments:

Heather said...: very thought provoking! And lovely~; January 17, 2010 at 7:27 PM
Rick said...: Audrey!!!! I love you I love you I love you!! I'm so sorry. Dang, everyone's beating me up these days. I'd explain but half way through you'd be running away wildly with your hands in air. I'm in the midst of mental and emotional crisis. I'm trying to come out of it and you're not the last one who's gonna blast me, but I really was gonna come around. Thank you for hunting me up and setting me straight. I can't comment on your poem cuz I'm kinda biased. Your friend and follower, Rick; January 17, 2010 at 9:12 PM
Marlene said...: Very deep and emotional post.; January 18, 2010 at 10:09 AM

For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come!

I AM A "SEARCHER"

"I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter. We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide. Most of all we love and want to be loved. We want to live in a relationship that will not impede our wandering, nor prevent our search, nor lock us in prison walls; that will take us for what little we have to give. We do not want to prove ourselves to another or compete for love.

For wanderers, dreamers, and lovers, for lonely men and women who dare to ask of life everything good and beautiful. It is for those who are too gentle to live among wolves."

~ James Kavanaugh

I am THE LOVERS Tarot Card

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse. THE LOVERS represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made. Originally, this card was just called LOVE. And that's acually more apt than "LOVERS." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that you have or will come across a person, a career, challenge, or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.