The Magic, Miracles and Joy of an Artist: Mother's Day

Sunday, May 11, 2014

Mother's Day

On this first Mother's Day without you, I am trying to not be sad. You graced this earth for 96 years and I was blessed to have you by my side for 65 of them. You deserve to be at rest now. In my heart I know that I will be with you again one day. Thank you for your constant love, Mom. You were beautiful and you were amazing.

As I look up toward Heaven today, I know you can hear me say... Happy Mother's Day, Mom! I love you.

♥

2 comments:

Deborah said...: Oh Audrey, I do understand. I know that a lot of people think because of their age, it's okay. And in a way, it is. But that does not make the loss hurt any less.

Lovelovelove to you,
Deb; May 11, 2014 at 9:44 PM
Anonymous said...: I'm with you....what a beautiful photo of the hands reaching across the universe to meet. xox; May 12, 2014 at 11:42 AM

For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come!

I AM A "SEARCHER"

"I am one of the searchers. There are, I believe, millions of us. We are not unhappy, but neither are we really content. We continue to explore life, hoping to uncover its ultimate secret. We continue to explore ourselves, hoping to understand. We like to walk along the beach, we are drawn by the ocean, taken by its power, its unceasing motion, its mystery and unspeakable beauty. We like forests and mountains, deserts and hidden rivers, and the lonely cities as well. Our sadness is as much a part of our lives as is our laughter. To share our sadness with one we love is perhaps as great a joy as we can know - unless it be to share our laughter. We searchers are ambitious only for life itself, for everything beautiful it can provide. Most of all we love and want to be loved. We want to live in a relationship that will not impede our wandering, nor prevent our search, nor lock us in prison walls; that will take us for what little we have to give. We do not want to prove ourselves to another or compete for love.

For wanderers, dreamers, and lovers, for lonely men and women who dare to ask of life everything good and beautiful. It is for those who are too gentle to live among wolves."

~ James Kavanaugh

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