The Magic, Miracles and Joy of an Artist: pjg

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

pjg

tears again today

thoughts of yet another place

you will never see

i tell myself that where you are now

you can see all the places we had

planned to visit together

it doesn't help

it doesn't feel the same

without you next to me

complaining of the cold

complaining of the heat

laughing behind my back

ever teasing

god, i miss you

"pjg" by audrey

8 comments:

illustration poetry said...: FF you're so lovely, of course you can return to my Shrodinger's Cat whenever you want!
no secret, nothing to hide.
it's just my other silly blog :D
i go there when i get bored, collect the images that stab me in the eye just for fun ;); December 29, 2010 at 3:32 PM
illustration poetry said...: what does pjg stand for?; December 29, 2010 at 3:33 PM
Jan said...: (((Audrey))) hugs for you. the holidays can be a tough time. You take care my friend.; December 29, 2010 at 4:18 PM
Anonymous said...: I am soooooooooo sorry and sad. We have to say it because it is true. You must be stacking some points "upstairs" though with your good works. Your sister; December 29, 2010 at 5:05 PM
Anne Huskey-Lockard said...: Oh Audrey......
Beautiful, sad, touching, lovely.
Patrick would love it.
Much love to you my friend....

XXOO~~♥
Anne; December 29, 2010 at 5:26 PM
Rick said...: Audrey
many beautiful thoughts
anchored to the one that says it all
~rick; December 30, 2010 at 12:25 AM
Silke Powers said...: Sending you a big hug!! Love, Silke; December 30, 2010 at 5:44 AM
Anonymous said...: WE ALL ARE FEELING YOUR SADNESS AUDREY. HE IS WITH YOU EVERYDAY. PEACE BE WITH YOU SWEETIE. HUGS TO YOU AND YOUR MOM,SISTER TOO. LINDA; December 30, 2010 at 8:08 PM

For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come!

I AM A "SEARCHER"

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